Jaz was one of the 1st people I met in med school. From the 1st minute,
I was drawn to her unique, artistic personality, her confidence and her cool
curly hair. Jaz and I worked perfectly together in med school, she was a
perfectionist and I knew how to turn that perfectionism into perfect product
pleased both of us.
However, when it came to life matters Jaz and I had different opinions. She was simply human and I couldn't understand that. I wanted that intellectually stimulating creature to be realistic, devoid of emotions, I wanted her to be like me. That cruel part of me was hard for her to understand, hard for to live with and for that we have fallen apart.
Time past and we remand civilized to each other. I have taken a step back away from her for a while and I wish I didn't. Now when I look back, I regret that because I wasted precious time we could have had spend it together. I missed the intellectual conversations that's we used to have. I realized that I won't find someone who stimulate me like her. I grow to appreciate her sensitivity and humanity. Probably, some of it have rub on me and I became more respectful of her. She's an artist and in need of someone who understand that side of her. A gentle soul craving affection. Her beauty lies within her complexity. Once you decipher those codes you will realize, she is a sane girl in a crazy word.
The thing about Jaz that I admire the most, is her strength. Fighting cancer, overcoming her parents drama, she's just simply amazing ! She's been my inspiration for the past 5 years. God bless her, if it wasn't for her I won't be the person I am today. Though, I don't show my appreciation always, I'm hoping she realize it in the tone of my voice. The time we had will be forever lasting in the little pink room I keep for her and just for her in my castle.
Last but not lest, like a smooth Jazz song Jaz will one day excel and become an unstoppable force in this world, mark my words...
However, when it came to life matters Jaz and I had different opinions. She was simply human and I couldn't understand that. I wanted that intellectually stimulating creature to be realistic, devoid of emotions, I wanted her to be like me. That cruel part of me was hard for her to understand, hard for to live with and for that we have fallen apart.
Time past and we remand civilized to each other. I have taken a step back away from her for a while and I wish I didn't. Now when I look back, I regret that because I wasted precious time we could have had spend it together. I missed the intellectual conversations that's we used to have. I realized that I won't find someone who stimulate me like her. I grow to appreciate her sensitivity and humanity. Probably, some of it have rub on me and I became more respectful of her. She's an artist and in need of someone who understand that side of her. A gentle soul craving affection. Her beauty lies within her complexity. Once you decipher those codes you will realize, she is a sane girl in a crazy word.
The thing about Jaz that I admire the most, is her strength. Fighting cancer, overcoming her parents drama, she's just simply amazing ! She's been my inspiration for the past 5 years. God bless her, if it wasn't for her I won't be the person I am today. Though, I don't show my appreciation always, I'm hoping she realize it in the tone of my voice. The time we had will be forever lasting in the little pink room I keep for her and just for her in my castle.
Last but not lest, like a smooth Jazz song Jaz will one day excel and become an unstoppable force in this world, mark my words...
