On his bed he was lying, staring at the ceiling, all day and all night. Restlessly he watches it, as if he's waiting for a door to open or an angel to fall into his arms.
Day after day and night after night, light turned into darkness and darkness engulfs him every night. The ceiling he used to watch suddenly melted and a door to his eternal darkness was opened. Opened up for him to see all of his sins and mistakes, for him to see his true self, and shame takes over his him. Yet, he keeps on looking for something he does not know nor he wants. Maybe he's looking for a spark of hope, so in his sinful soul he stares. Hoping to find what could save him. Though he know, hope is a dangerous tool that can destroy him.
He is drowning into his soul, he knew there is no way back, and he knew he's totally and completely lost. After he lost hope in himself, he hopes for someone to reach out for him. He waits and waits in the sea of emptiness, he lived for days and months which felt like ages of endless loneliness...
Then the darkness of his soul gives birth to light and from it a kind hand reached out to him. Revived the desert of his heart and the empty darkness he was in, turned into a heaven. A heaven he never imagined it will grow in his heart.
Could it be ?!
P.S. thanks to Altoum
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